Midnight Starlet

Sometimes, I think that my brain may be even too much for me. I start thinking about my life, and everything I want to do. Then, I question.

I question what I am doing, why I'm doing it and why I'm doing it right now.

Don't worry...I'm not exactly questioning school or relationships right now. I'm just looking to the future, wondering what happens after next May. Should I continue on with the Ph.D? If so, where? Should I stay here or move to a different school? Or, should I join the job market and maybe someday come back for the Ph.D?

I know no one ever said life was easy...but is it supposed to be this hard?

Let's thank boredom for my brain teasing.

I started another website, because I was bored, and decided to type up some recipes.

I did apply for more jobs, and you're all probably jumping up and down hoping I find something so that I stop bugging you with inane posts.

And, I bet you're all happy I got my grades back so I'm not freaking out over them anymore. Once I saw my grades I relaxed. I'm able to eat again without a stabbing pain in my right side, too. Finally.

P.S. Princess, thanks for the concert call! I LOVED IT!