Confused...

So, if I pass the education part of my phone call tomorrow, I will have an interview with a company in Omaha. This scares me in many different ways; moving down by the big city again, leaving my best friend, not being in education anymore, working for a big corporation, not feeling smart enough, and, the infamous, not around my graduate school. I am so confused as to what to do, if I do pass the call, that I tinkered around with this page (note the subtle changes) until I could rationalize with myself.

So, I did what every red blooded American girl does...I called my best guy friend (because he's the only rational friend I have).

Jeff said there are some good things with this job that outweight the negative; being able to get my MA 1/2 payed for, making money, moving closer to him, copy writing again. He told me that this is a good job for me, and that I have tons of time to make up my mind as to what I really want to do with my life.

We talked about my MA, his MA, my Ph.D., his job, my wanting to live in a smaller community, him wanting to move to Madrid, Spain.

All of that talk and I only got more confused.