Leap Day!
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I wish I could just leap over this entire year, though.

Man-- a couple of weeks ago, I could have killed for a date, and phone calls and stuff... now I've got too much on my plate. Let's just say there are more guys than I can count, and the thing is... I'm not so sure I'm ready for a committing relationship quite yet. Dating, I don't mind (as long as I don't forget which guy on what night,) but anything else, I don't know how I'd feel.

And then there's the whole age thing. I mean, I'm only 23 -years-old! I'm still a youngster in many ways. All of my friends are telling me to go out and have fun with these guys (ok--I'll admit I'm a player,) but I feel so bad when I do and I know that nothing much may come of it and I am kinda messing with them. It's like Michelle's song "JUST ONE OF THE BOYS" -- "I love being in love, but just can't commit." I think I listened to that a hundred times on the way home today. I have dubbed that my new 'thinkin' song.

Oh and I'm so happy! BRANDI IS BACK! I have missed you!